10/18/2025 - 1:07 AM

I know.

I know that this site was meant to be a technical blog. I know that everything
I've posted recently has both been non-technical and very doom and gloom. I know that
I'm drunk and emotional, that I should save my feelings for the morning but that's 
just not how this works.

The world is a tough place right now. To put it lightly. Every day there's some new
tragic headline to make us feel hurt, or angry. None hit harder than the death of
someone you care for.

I know I didn't know him but a repost of my tweet is the last thing that will ever 
be put on his timeline, an immortal reminder of what this world does to us. I know 
I can only ever feel a fraction of the grief of his close friends and family but 
his music that I enjoyed so much, will never quite sound the same.

I know that things may feel worse then they are just because I'm living through them.
It's not like I'm watching my friends die in a world war but it sure feels like it.

I know it's cliche to say that I was born too late to explore the world and too early
to explore the stars. I know that my place is here and now, not in the origins of
computing and hacking as I so often wish it was.

As much as I know, above all I know I'm lost. We all are. I think there are very
few that have truly been found.

It feels like we're living in the last days of the golden age of hacking. Capitan
0xVoodoo, last hacker. Quite like the sound of that. This discussion however, is
one I've had before and one for another place and time.

What I really mean to say here, is rest in power YungInnanet/SNAT/Kayos/Josh. May
your soul be forever entangled in the beauty of the baud. May the packets never
cease to flow and may we all eventually find peace in this life or whatever comes
after.

RIP YungInnanet.